Myself
I have always been different, I like to be, 
But everytime they got something to say to me. 
One day I had to be, I made a different me, 
But got to trouble next day I went to school, you see. 
Two big fellows, which don't much about like in me 
Put me in to the games where I don't wanna be. 
In other words no one to like me there. 
Sometimes I really care. I can't be myself. 
Then one day I didn't meet the chosen one. 
I took a gun, party's just begun. 
Inside of me there still lives a part of me, 
It put me back to the Earth, where I belong to be. 
I get along well with this feeling in my mind. 
If I should say something, I would say nothing 
'cause I'll kiss my only friend what I've got, ever had 
But I still can't be myself. 

I'm gonna be the way I wanna be, 
Nobody wanna talk with me, no. 

Do I have to be or let my feelings free? 
Take a look at me, the way I wanna be. 
I made decisions right, my feelings came from inside, 
I took a drug ride, I felt part of me died. 
My life turned from that good to that very bad. 
There were only me, my pipe 'n' those drugs I had. 
One day I just will be, I'm gonna be real me, 
I think I cannot be, I can't be myself.